Hello everyone! First of all, being able to share my first post with you today through a page created entirely by my own effort has been both a source of joy and slight nervousness for me. After experiencing two major disasters and somewhat losing my patience with people, I haven't properly spoken or met with anyone for quite a long time. If my language seems strange to you throughout this post, I apologize in advance.
In this post, I'm actually proceeding quite differently from how I normally do, without a plan. I usually don't write without a general outline of what to say or write, but since I've been silent for so long, I decided to open up a bit.
First of all, I hope you're all doing well. I assume I'm communicating through this post with many people I haven't spoken to or seen for a very long time. Perhaps I'm appearing before you for the first time with this post, and if I don't get cold feet and quit as is my classic habit, this will be the first step of many posts and our acquaintance.
If I need to talk about myself, unlike the many academic and professional writings on the site, I'm someone with many dreams, who tries multiple things, can't trust others, but often postpones most tasks because I back myself into corners. Though I may sound very irresponsible, I'm actually someone who completes tasks thoroughly and in detail when I feel obligated or am forced to do something. Generally, for everything I've left incomplete, I either had expectations from people or, if not, I've gone into "I'll do it later" mode because there was so much I needed to learn.
Because of this and other habits, I can't communicate very comfortably with people. This doesn't mean I'm antisocial or unable to communicate. I actually prefer listening to and understanding people and helping them rather than asking for help and expressing myself. To be a bit more honest, I'm somewhat spoiled; my issue is that rather than saying "help me, understand me," I want people to understand me directly without me having to express myself.
Because of this personality trait, I've been continuously expressing my troubles and thoughts through my writings for probably about 15 years. These were both a way for me to relax and a means to express what I wanted to say. I remember something very well: at one point, people on social media got tired of my writings and told me to "Start a blog, write there." Little AHD, though he used computers a lot, didn't understand web development and programming, and engraved these words in his mind as "I'll do this one day."
Another bad memory also brought about my necessity to get involved with web work. Though I don't really want to explain it in detail, in summary, during my adventure of opening a business, I had dreamed of having a website, and after getting all the requirements for this ahdakademi.com address and trusting an acquaintance, I was strung along for months until finally saying "If he doesn't do it, I'll do it myself" and made my old site. Since that site was WordPress, I didn't struggle much, but it helped me learn the basics.
With another learning adventure that began last year, I had made a simple page with ASP.NET, but because I had purchased the domain name for many years and didn't want to spend money on Plesk server, I had postponed my blog and personal page dreams saying "I'll do it in summer." About 2 days before the holiday, while sitting and trying to figure out what I could do with PHP by asking artificial intelligence, I suddenly found myself having created today's page with a little contribution from me and mostly from my AI brother, and found myself in an adventure of editing and adding new features every night. I think even as I was saying "My edits are finally done," I still found many problems to fix, but I felt like I could proceed from the blog section and was able to present this post to you, thankfully.
What we'll do here and what I'm planning, I may have mentioned in a couple of places, but if I need to say it again; we'll create an environment where I'll present my thoughts, knowledge, and research with your guidance and connect with you. Since I've proceeded in this post like an introduction and conversation and given my situation update, I'm leaving without talking too much and boring you excessively. If you write what you want to see and talk about here in the comments or contact section, I'll continue with my interactive content with you. Thank you for coming this far and reading my post, take care of yourselves, see you in our next post.
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